The dabbler
Mary – 32, student
‘I started taking drugs when I was 19; you could say
I got in with the wrong crowd!'
'It was speed and ecstasy in those days,
now it’s more cocaine and only occasional pills. I stayed in and did
crack with my boyfriend and a mate a couple of Thursdays ago. I’d
always been curious about it, but would not have gone looking for it.
The mate is an occasional dealer and he had some on him. I wouldn’t say
that it was great, but it’s very moreish and you don’t get completely
off your face.
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'I hated smoking dope and never drank because I grew up
in a small town, and was the one who had a car and drove. I loved acid
when I was 19 and then, when I was 20, I fell headlong into the rave
scene. I went through phases of going out Thursday to Sunday nights
when I lived up north, but in hindsight we never used to take that
much. A gram between three or four, a pill or two, and that was you for
the weekend.
London’s different. When people go at it here, they go
crazy. You can stay up all night long every night of the week here and
there doesn’t seem to be a natural slowdown when you hit 30 so much.
You can have kids and move out of London, but if you stay, you
really stay. There’s a feeling in London that you have to work hard and
play harder, so you can’t just go out and take half a pill, you have to
stay up all weekend. Some friends who are 30 or so all went through a
bit of a panic that still going out is a bit sad when you’re not in
your twenties, but there are still 40-year-olds on the dancefloor. If
it’s still fun, why not?
‘There’s always a time when you hate yourself for it when your head’s
on the pillow, wishing you never did coke or whatever, but that’s just
because you’ve smoked a million fags, drunk far too much and spent all
your cash. Everyone’s so used to drugs now. So someone does a line or
half a pill, so what? We’ve all been around long enough to know that it
doesn’t kill you. Drinking hard and fast during happy hour then going
out into the street to cause all manner of havoc bothers me more. Drugs
are everywhere. We had a 13-year-old in school with ecstasy in her bag.
I don’t know if you’d find that outside of London.’
3 comments
it's a similar situation in any major city, how much you see various drugs pop up in your social circle just depends on who your friends are.
drugs can be interesting and give you a different view of the human experience, and that can be valuable and interesting - as well as fun - at least for some people. that's why they're in demand. unfortunately some people use them as an escape or a psychological crutch, which is bad news.
legalisation would fix a lot of problems like harm that can grow out of quality variations in the supply, drug A being passed off as drug B, and need-that-fix criminal escapades prompted by overpriced substances. on the other hand, education is needed to ensure people without enough respect for the dangers around certain drugs don't go around knocking themselves and their friends out.
i suppose the status quo isn't too bad.
hmmm....this interests me.
personally ive had my fair share of drug abuse and problems and ive just turned 17.
i started doing drugs at about 14 and for me like most people it started off with weed. id smoke a joint or 5 at the weekends but then it slowly moved on to a joint everyday and a couple of pills. by the age of 15 i was doing phet and crack and then one night i was at a party and my dealer came up 2 me and asked me if i wanted to try some heroin. he gave me a tenner bag and i smoked it. but after i couple of months the kick of smoking heroin had gone and i progressed to injecting.
i found myself doing whatever was possible to get two tenner bags of heroin everyday. I've just recently got clean after i overdosed on a speedball and was clinically pronounced dead for 1 min.
i'm very thankful to be alive to tell my story and live my life.
i do agree with what everyone else has said. compared to most places in the UK london is drug central. (it was the place where i first tried heroin) But i live in the north east and trust me everywhere u go there is a drug dealer close by to supply you with your needs.
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